That's seems to be the root of all evil anymore. It's one of my main worries. I sit here and think about how nice it would be if I never had to worry about money again. I swear I'm going to turn into one of those old ladies that goes to Bingo every Thursday and gives evil looks to everyone that calls Bingo before me. Or plays the Lotto all the time. I doing what I can to help contribute to this family, but it's so hard to do when I have 3 kids and no one will hire just on the weekends. And if they do then my appearance isn't good enough for them because I have at least 3 tattoos that can't be covered up. I would babysit, but my own kids have a tendency to stress me out and I would hate to see what someone else's kid does to me. It's the truth though. It's not like I would hit the kid or anything, but I get terrible headaches when I'm really stressed and they take DAYS to get rid of. I try to avoid these headaches at all costs. We have nothing of value and what we do have I told J that those things are the things I will NEVER sell even if we were completely desperate.
We worked hard to get these things at the time I want to be able to have something to show for what we earned and deserve. It would be wonderful to be able to have a savings again. Or the large amount of money we got back for taxes.
Going to get my ass in gear in my workouts again. I'm sick of being a fat slob.
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